Sometimes i decide to stay away from you, but as always I cant do that. I do realize, I'm not your priority and wont be your sweetheart. But still... My heart keep telling my mind that you might be also keep your heart for me. My mind always ask same question to my heart, 'until when will you decide to stop this feeling?'

Sometimes, I just want someone to be afraid of losing me, instead of me always being scared to death of losing them

He's not perfect, but he's all I want. His laugh is the cutest thing.

Does he love me? Does he love anyone more than me? Does he love me more than I love him? Perhaps all the questions we ask of love, to measure, test, prove, and save it, have the additional effect of cutting it short. Perhaps the reason we are unable to love is that we yearn to be loved, that is, we demand something (love) from our partner instead of delivering ourselves up to him demand-free and asking for nothing but his company.


 ~Milan Kundera, The Unbearable Lightness of Being~

Admit it. You aren’t like them. You’re not even close. You may occasionally dress yourself up as one of them, watch the same mindless television shows as they do, maybe even eat the same fast food sometimes. But it seems that the more you try to fit in, the more you feel like an outsider, watching the ‘normal people’ as they go about their automatic existences. For every time you say club passwords like ‘Have a nice day’ and ‘Weather’s awful today, eh?’ you yearn inside to say forbidden things like ‘Tell me something that makes you cry’ or ‘What do you think deja vu is for?’ Face it, you even want to talk to that girl in the elevator. But what if that girl in the elevator (and the balding man who walks past your cubicle at work) are thinking the same thing? Who knows what you might learn from taking a chance on conversation with a stranger? Everybody carries a piece of the puzzle. Nobody comes into your life by mere coincidence. Trust your instincts. Do the unexpected. Find the others


Source : Mzuri Innes Semra Silva

when we feel life is suffering, i think we need something to do such as runaway from our routine or from people we know, meet new 'world'

Sometimes goodbyes become inevitable when you’re not getting what fulfills you. It becomes very difficult to shut down your mind and listen to your heart all the time. Sometimes relationships become difficult to handle and you cannot linger on and continue to be with someone just because you don’t want to hurt them or leave them feeling lonely.
Don’t forget that no matter what, you have your own issues and your own purpose of life which you need to fulfill. So it is wiser to move on and find your own niche and survive in this world. Always remember a goodbye helps you to discover your emotional strength and it takes you a step closer to your new life.

Don’t worry about my tears, they just love to travel down my cheeks. I am just sad because the wounds are fresh and I am emotionally shattered. Soon the wounds will heal and leave a few scars on my heart and soul. And then maybe I will someone who can heal these scars too.

I have no regrets about the way I loved you because I was just living my truth. I don’t want to take revenge because I loved you to the core and I don’t want to prove it to you anymore. I forgive you and let you go because maybe someday I will overcome this and forget that you were the reason behind my pain. I will let my life unfold just the way it wants to. I will discover my real emotional strength now that you are gone. But before you go I just want to say that you can come back to me the day you realize the depth of my love for you because that day I will be able to embrace you again without any fear of losing you again.

 

No matter what, once in your life, someone will hurt you. That someone will take all that you are, and rip it into pieces and they won't even watch where the pieces land. But through the breakdown, you'll learn something about yourself. You'll learn that you're strong, And no matter how hard they destroy you, that you can conquer anyone...You are wiser, stronger, better.