I'm so tired... why do you always in my mind :'(. Should I disappear ?  Should I not see you ? I have been thinking to forget you, but still I cant. What should I do ? I cant be like this all the time, I have not much energy for this feeling, the feel hoping someday you will crush and love me too.


~ LLC ~

One day you'll realize I'm the one who's always been there for you

Give the gift of your absence to those who do not appreciate your presence.

A lot of people keep their feelings to themselves because they're tired of pouring their hearts out to the wrong person

Sometimes when you show someone that you love and care for them, you only end up hurting yourself because they NEVER CARED to bother and appreciate it..

That awkward moment when you don't know how to reply to a really sweet text.

You must be have no idea how much energy to take to pretend in front of you or texting you. Now I do feel very tired for doing many things just because wanna be with you. Feel tired thinking of you all the time because you always in my mind.

~ LLC ~

It's amazing how stupid you can be when you're in love.

Sometimes I wanna cry and cry, but I cant do that.. Tears keep staying cant go out. Things I can do only silent, crying deep in my heart

Sometimes, you just have to wonder how many times someone you care about has to hurt you before you finally don't care.

If he misses you, he'll call.
If he wants you, he'll say it.
And if he cares, he'll show it.

Why is it, that I must climb a hundred mountains to get you when all you need is a smile to get me?

I know I don’t fit in. I am my own story. I am the kind of girl who is not easy to handle. I keep a lot
concealed inside my heart and it’s complicated to even try to understand my mind. I know I’m
not the easiest person to get along with. I am impulsive and at times I behave erratically but that is
because I feel insecure and I overreact to random things. I make mistakes and there’s a lot about
me you’ll never know…But there is a reason why I behave differently. I have been betrayed and deceived by the people I cared the most about. I have invisible scars on my heart and soul. But no matter how messed up my life is I don’t deserve to be deserted and live a lonely life in this chaotic world.
There surely is someone out there who can bring a smile on my face. Someone who can make me feel
special. Someone who can help me discover my true self. I deserve to be the most important person in somebody’s life. I deserve to be pampered and loved to the core….